Kimi no suizou wo tabetai (I want to eat your pancreas)

Name:Kimi no suizui wo tabetai

Eng Name: I want to eat your pancreas
Genre:Slice of life,Tragedy,Romance
Written :Yoru sumino
Published:2014-2015(2016 in general)
Volumes:1(completed)
Ratings:9.5/10

#Synopsis:Here the writer is referring himself as the MC while his name is unknown throughtout the series
He meets a girl in his school after being a shut in other than a student in the school where one of the most upliving girl in the schools secret lies the diary and he founds out that she has disease and her time is limited thus knowing so being confronted by her he starts to be with her and try to fulfil all her wish while sakura the girl who then start to carry on her work of fulfilling her wish and so on they go for a ride of lessons and tears and the will of sakura to be passed on

#InDepth: Tbh its not a Romance based series though it does share the romantic portrayal of reality its opposite sakura knew she would die soon so she wanted her Will to be passed down to someone who can be emotionally not connected to her thats why she broke up with her ex boyfriend and made the MC look like her new,bf though they journeyed for not a while her objective was to find the meaning of love since she didnt knew either and nor did the MC but as the story continues she asked him if he had a gf since she wanted to know if he is being glad or thinking her to be his gf or not but then again his reply of Being a hikikimori made her realize how she can help him to live his life too
They shared a meaning of bond where love wasnt necessary but it was the trust and the relly as more than being a love story its more complicated than that
Even when she died she knew that her time is short so she wanted to make him up with her friend kyouko who despised the MC for neglecting her and sakura loved her best friend since they were childhood friends but she knew when she died there will be no one to take care of her and so she wanted the similar person as mc was to make her up with him being freinds as story followed she gradually tried to make him know the meaning of life and what love means most importantly how a girl feels so that he can be the ideal friend in her absence and ironically though she wanted that she felll in love with him thus she once was having second thoughts though it was for brief where she wanted to live and fell in love with the mc to be with him but nobody knew her fate
Where after her death the will was passed down to the mc since sakura knew she had few time left she gave her diary to her mother who took the diary and even She knew he wont be there in the funeral since he cant deal with emotional stuff though their parting was short and simply he lost nothing out of it
Though finally after receiving the diary of from the mother knowing about the truth of sakuras wish and her will to be passed on as since she loved everything and loved the way of living and wanted the message to-be spread to one since she found the trust in him and she said "We are from different roads of the walkway" she knew he will be the one to succeed her wish and make it into reality
So does he joined the school as a teach to spread her words as a way of torch being passed on

#Philosophy_of_the_Novel: Listen the thing the writer clearly portrays it like his original story isnt obvious only but its also as he leaves sakuras house he gives a fake name to her mother as he didnt want to live her in the past as haruki was a made up name though in the contrary its also provided as his original name in the series since life moves on and nothing waits for one
The thing of life and death here Sakuras death to be by the serial killer was made for the fact that Death in unavoidable it will come anytime where the path of bible reference here as good and bad can be there at the same place where the serial killer was suspected to be the teacher of the school since the students where from the same school as they died and got end up caught while haruki became the teacher of the same institution by making sakuras wish true and changing the way of life and passion for your work to live for others and making others wish come true as haruki becomes an ideal teacher in the school and carries on the flame which sakura passed on to him

To put it simply there was love though its not the love actually but the thing of living your life and to grow on as haruki learns that and moves on though he sees sakuras ghost or feels her through the series as its hinted since
We know if a person dies he/she gets attacted to the thing they cherished the most and its the diary of sakura which got will ed on to haruki and the last wish was to haruki and kyouko to be friends forever in memories of her as she lives on as a memory which cant be ghost but as the memory which encourages our MC to be where he is today and carry the ever joyful spirit of sakura with him And not to mention the bibles way of life leading and the statements of nature along with the sakuras word as a selfish desire(By wanting to keep living and loving the MC at the end though the Love never spoked out till the diary came up in light) with the Devil while she passed on to but her wish came true

#InTheEnd: Although its a sad story in truth is the story of a boy who grew up to be the greater man
A girl who found a friend in her life to being the most luckiest girl ever to have a friend like sakura to sakura who became a girl of hopes and will who passed on her wish of never ending joy and life lessons to the MC as the story is mainly about the choices in roads and the portrayal of how you use it which is done perfectly detailed way throughout the series

#Achievements: number-1 ranked in 6 awards(international/Non-international)and nominations world wide best seller novel
The author got awarded for being the best novelist in 2016
Bestseller lightnovels list on top5 in recent decade
And so more